Saturday, August 26, 2006
jo and jermaine have quit chem tution alr ....ahhhhhhhh,but ill see them arnd so its ok .just made new friends with another ny girl =))))) god provides .talking aby jermaine ,shes spending the night in a sleeping bag with her pw mates at changi airport again !whoa .i seriously wonder how tt is possible ,where do they lay to rest anywae?????i mean u cant just claim ur ground on any empty or vacant spots ritesss
is anybody stressing out alr ? 35 more days aint exactly a long time .so much to do in so little time .i wonder how some ppl cope realli .just take my classmates for eg . so many of them are actively involved in their ccas, i see,cuiwen, clovis and michael.y running round the sch ,being bz with their ccas like even now during the pre -exam preparation period.does being bz make u more discliplined? cause i rem it helping me alort .i was juggling with loads of commitment in the past ,track at least 3 times a week,prefect meetings,debrief everydae.first aid monitress,planning progs for the sch ,cheographing at least 1 dance a yr for the board ,ballet ,tution galore .i sent out almost 25 sms-es a day .now i hardly send out 5 sometimes .no body calls to ask me to solve any problems now,if there are any ,its nothing too big .and i hav to admit ,all tt bz-ness killed alort of precious time tt i cld hav spent on building relationships .it turned me into a workaholic =)))) i was on high when i had so many problems to settle ,and i found them to be challenging ,actually it felt good when the jrs come to u with their problems ,it made me feel important,i had 15 jrs to take care of everyterm (: .haha.the low came when i found tt i wasnt doing much aft handover and stuff ,so i had to fill the gap by studying frm morning to night with my classmates =))).it was then tt i discovered tt it was what i was doing ,and how ppl were satisfied with me tt was the measure of my own self- worth .lols how sad huh ? wells i didnt think tt it was a bad thing at least ive learnt alort more about myself and have worked with diff ppl of diff working styles ,it was the experience tt mattered .
ive lived the life tt i always wanted ,right now im happy with he life i hav now ,a preety laidback one actually =)))) but wells nort for long as much as i wld like it to be acually .come sept ill be devoting myself to track track and more TRACK,i just hope tt the climate in track wld change.....wells hmmm im waiting for change???ill just be litifying huh???wellss it looks like i need to do something abt it with the help of god of course=))) hopefully it wld be like in the past, a passion with a purpose for track
over the last mths ive proveen myself tt my worth doesnt lie in how much work i do or what my enemies think of me =))) my identity is in christ !i dun hav to please men ,ill nv find eternal glory there .so long as try to keep my walk with god right ,he will provide ,if he puts me to it he will put me THROUGH IT =))) everybody say AHMEN ! lols
...our god is great(:
rainbow;
8:41 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
i managed to catch up with chunny this week !the one and onli chunnywho is now in vjc . she was one of the fellow prefect who i grew up with in the prefectorial board ...yes grew...the place we were watered ,pruned and cut(ouch ,OUCH ,YELPS),it was there where we also bore fruits( i hope tt we had left our legacy .....haha im egoist (learnt tt frm cui'n ) .i cld ramble on abt this forever .i still rememer the days we ran arnd the sch dodging frm tanchuns tabletennis coach (o her coach training comes before duties) taking shortcuts through tt mini and narrow stretch of deserted garden when we were still at lorong ah so...ahhhhhhh yes such things ill nv forget ...see it has such a neighbourhoody feel and name to itit was hot hot hot ! wearing the banana tie with 3 layers underneath running up and down 4 levels to carry out all the admin work
,thks tanchun for all tt beautiful memories and i realli enjoyed being in analogics with u when we were under cheryl=))),u are prolly the only person who walks as fast ,if nort faster than me in sch ,so theres always some one there to hav those friendly compeition with =))))our days in pl always ended arnd 7 pm and u always seemed to be arnd somehow+)))))
her mum is a member of the PSSg so the exco sees her arnd .her mum has a tution center near my hus so we when we hang out ull always see us at the tauhui stall where we brought our buddies jeanne,renee,jill,peixuan,dede and tanchun youngest buddy during our combined buddy gathering =)))) see we are spreading our tradition =)))
whao theres alort more things tt we did tgh ...like paint the banner ,pb bbq ,etc...dadadadadad 4 yrs ....with something new everyday . also learnt alort from u on how to be a better person .THANKS .im sure god had placed u in my life for a reason and i wanna thank god for tan chun ^_^ aka chunny!i pray tt ull continue to be a blessing to those arnd you .
some photos to relive the memories
r sch is the place we love best ! our sch is above all the rest
heres tan chun the brainiac -she studies so hard tt the cover page has fallen off o.O
the toilets @ pl is so beautiful ...look at the murals behind us
we! the privillaged bunch -we hav a rm to ourselves ! 
hehheh us with our jrs -presenting to u the pl bbq comm 2005-lols the few naughty jrs who disfigured us in the rest of the other neo prints (notice tt this doesnt hav any deco =)))))
rainbow;
8:46 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
i was reminded of gods love for me ,in my mind i was just looking back on the way god had been with me throughout my life ...yes MY LIFE frm the dae tt i was crafted in my mothers womb ...we were never an accident ...god has a purpose for each and everyone of us =)))it was so real ...everything tt he had done . uncontrollably,the tears just streamed down my cheeks ,my non -christian friends were prolly wondering what an odd ball i was at chapel !=))) but hey ppl those were not tears of sorrows .it was tears of joy ,it is only in him that u can trade ur sorrows for joy ,the joy of the lord =)
this was the song tt spoke to the depths of my soul .njoy =)
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
rainbow;
7:44 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
lols my fellow cell grp member.wells god bless ur vocabulary and we'll support u if u choose to retake for chi .
My bro was confident tt he'll do really well but he didnt wells the onli consolation he gets is tt he got a distinction for his chi os ....how can i nort be proud of him heh =) guess what ! history is repeating itself i nv knew tt his prelims is starting on mon ! i havent seen him lift a book at all ! i hope tt hell start panicking soon cause he seems pretty comfortable in his own world .wouldnt it be great shld he make it to AC too? me ,fel,my bro and gen going to sch tgh everymorning=)))))))
rittes bro???
rainbow;
10:16 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Everything just fell into place ,i found a blog skin on rainbows,a memory verse,a music code all again on the theme of rainbows ...just listen to the music and look at the page ,ull get what i mean
national dae @AC was the bomb .lols the turn out for our class exceeded my expectations =))12! thou we are few .....For the first time i saw my classmates singing their hearts out in unison with the rest of the school
,their voices were abt 3 times louder than my whole class combined .There we were qianzhi,singning and i and the sb5 girls ,among the multitude of ACSians .most of us were on our chairs (something u wldnt dare tryin pl ..hahaha).from such great heights(its all relative),The guys cld onli look up to us =)))))
all i can rem about that brief moment was the sight of acsians linking hands ,waving them up in the air ,flashing their phones as a class ,someone even broughtour national flag to sch =))) basically it was a noisy affair
the day was made better when nicole msged me about her DSA confirmation to ACJC .God has just blessed me yet again with another jr in AC .first came audrey and then nicole .Ithank god for them and his wonderful provision .
ill post up the national dae photos when i get them from qianzhi=))
my bro and i took a while to get over this ,if u are having a bad dae i hope this makes u laugh ,its frm jacko +)
rainbow;
1:59 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
rainbow;
9:42 AM